like this-
barely shadows
thin clouds across
the sun
in a palm
and a brew
of lightning on
night sky
or love in sudden
tense regard,
bright and bitter
in the doorway
waiting to go
or leave
is how I remember.
Ghost in the door,
palm with its
reminders,
a mouth
closed
too tight-
all a storm
dark and a little
sweet
in its making
somewhere
along the Atlantic.
And this,
the reason
to go when I ran,
maybe
yellow could be
like dahlias
and black just
professional attire/
not reminders
to re-mind again
that the cracked
walk, the fractured
frown following –
a memory of
monsters
of grief and
abandonment
now held
in the bones that
must be un-done
and how tiring.
Could sing
unkempt and
broken vowels
like the hair that
wasn’t combed and
spoke instead
that the heart
is red, and bloody
but so quietly
and of fiery dreams
set ablaze
to burn hotter
than the very thing
that could have
taken them away
if not taken in a hand/
the broken relics
to find.
In the night
a coyote runs
along a river
telling the pack
how he runs
and I run with him
for awhile
every belief
left unchallenged
the held heart
shrieking to
be free,
to love.
Gray cloud,
same old, same
old ghost in
the palm,
in the fading lines
of barely there
maybe
a bright moon,
maybe a white moth
on the tufted ear
of an owl.
Tag: resilience
habitant
The people we play
the ones remembered
from memory or some story
a ghost beneath the nail we
scratch at hunting fathers'
tender and mothers' dreams
splintered beneath unkindness/
it's the mantle of yesterday
of what is loved and not
yet owned or even known.
Still we choose to be brave
to live a life kinder, flowers are
on the table because we thought
to walk to a garden, coffee brews
on a Saturday morning, little feet
already rushing beneath the sun.
My heart, does
a war rage outside the window?
Are the people who wage it
good? When I blow upon
the palm, even in this
dim light dust looks a little
like stars, and I decide
there the universe is
in my own hand,
and the children receive
this debt, a path lit
by this child we stay,
a joy that is owed.