Forced Evolution

The bus is late again
and sleep's been short

a tooth on the tongue
sharpened,

but hi, the weather x,
you say, and yes

to chocolate from
a stranger -

too sweet fluttering
the heart with its

refined sugar,

same how caught
on a train track

it raced and emptied
of self, knowing

how sleep snatches
in the long night

and never wakes,
but arrives

repeatedly into being
like every day since

as if an eddy on a wave
could change course.

So you let the bus
leave, made cold

and troubled

like a cobra poised
above its own center

on thresholds of violence
and mercy, and find instead

the warmth of a sunny rock

to count the petals
on clovers

in the weedy grass

could a crown of stems
beyond the ordinary
be made -

a root of self

tethered to its own
shaping - would this

woken dream, depart.